(No one is gonna react to this, but I don't even care. I have to share my feelings about this page, even if NO ONE cares in the slightest.)
I just looked back at my old art, and I have to say; I am disappointed and embarrassed in myself. I have come to realize that most of the art on my page is just SHIT. I can't even bear how god awful it is.
I started off as a Sonic fan, giving out terrible, terrible Sonic fan art, especially a Sonic calendar, which I still did not delete yet, probably because I'm always side-tracked. Eventually, I started using the pencil tool after finding out that it was better than the paint brush tool, on a visual note. However, when I did, my art got even worse until later on in my teen years because it looks like I didn't even give a shit about the line work, and you know what? I probably NEVER did. Not only that, but the anatomy is abysmal. It looks like something a 12 year-old would draw. Heads being bigger than the ENTIRE BODY, hands being so small that they are considered baby hands (granted I still draw them small, which I don't intend on doing, but at least I'm paying more attention to the anatomy now so that they're not too small), misshapen heads, random breast sizes, and big, abnormally-shaped ears. And, the colors. Oh, God. My colors choices... Bright, distracting, unnecessarily saturated all the damn time. It's just clown vomit.
It wasn't until I got into Five Nights at Freddy's that I actually put more care into the anatomy and thought into my color choices.
Now, let's talk about the another part of my page, the pixel artwork. Most of them are just posters of certain games, like my WarioWare posters. Some of them are okay, but the rest have too much stuff going on. I, even, did concepts for video game power-ups, levels, and fan game concepts, and most of them are unoriginal and ridiculous.
I mean, I made concepts for courses in Mario Kart 9! Mario Kart 8 came out a few days before I did this. Why would I ever think about making concepts for Mario Kart 9? Hell, I didn't even own a copy of the game (I do now, but I still haven't played it).
But, enough about my art. Let's talk about me in general. How I've acted for the past years. I'm not saying I said anything wrong to anyone. I was a nice and calm guy when I started high school, and I still am. But, I feel like I've carried a personality of someone who acts like he is very popular on the website while trying to just act like a normal artist on DeviantART. Hell, I even did a Sprite series called What Looks Better, where people judge which sprite of a certain game is better than the other versions, and that didn't last long. I only started that one because of Rhythm Heaven. I even did an Ask the Fazbear Crew series, but that wasn't as successful as I hoped it would be. I should have waited a little longer before doing an Ask series.
I feel ashamed in myself for doing this to DeviantART. I feel like I've only been a nuisance to this website and I've only tainted it more than just drawing what I like. My Mom and Dad say that I shouldn't criticize my old art because it shows how I've grown as an artist. And I am happy with how much I've grown at this point, but sometimes, you just can't get over how bad your old artwork is.